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I am a Woman

Random Thought #6: The Rear Window Approach

20 October 2020, 03:06 PM

31°c , India

I am a Woman

I am a Woman

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As I sit with my thoughts,

looking over my life as a child of mystery and lust.

I find a wound,

deep and infected

A wound they gave me

men using me as a little plaything  

tossing me aside as if I was just another.

I look into my mirror

Saw a child painted with blacks and blues

covering the real blues and bruises I was gifted.

I am left to deal with the scars,

the gashes of life as a child,

no longer a child, but a woman.

Left unloved and untouched.

His eyes, creeping against me.

His lips whispering those lies.

And his lust via that scented odor of wood and oak.

A mist of beauty tears me inside.

Blackened with hate and envy.

As tears invade my eyes and I cried

I never thought it would be me.

I was a careful one.

Overlooking the hoods and thugs that smile as I passed.

Doing the right thing at the right time.

Praying and hoping that all of those I let in would not let me go.

But even with my precautions and those warnings, they took me one by one.

Taking a piece of my heart.

And breaking a shattered glass

A glass that was cracked from the start.

And now as I wondered the world taking upon those who are foolish enough to fall.

I am left upon their brains just as a memory.

As a distant thought.

As a scar.

Slowly ripping at their intellect.

And licking their wounds.

I am the scorned one.

I am a woman.

I am.

 

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By- Harshika Dedhia, is a dentist in making and by hobby, she is a food blogger, Paranologist, Occultist, Singer, and Baker.

more visit: http://instagram.com/harshikaa_dedhiaa

Copyright: Harshika Dedhia, 08/03/2018, 12:03 IST

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